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Thursday, May 11, 2006 



Dream a little dream....


Since I have got lots of hate mails for writing whiny stuff ever so often, I have decided to write about stuff which is not so whiny. And the funniest part is that I don’t even drink wine(bad one)...

So, I decided to write about dreams. Why dreams?? That’s because they are an integral part of my life. They make me laugh, sometimes smile, sometimes scared and most of the times they do nothing to me.

The scary dreams have nothing to do with the recent movies made by Ram Gopal Verma. Infact there are 4 kinds of dreams which scare the shit out of me. First, that I am falling off a huge building, second that I am stuck in a cave and I cant find my way out, third, where I am trying to run and my legs are just not moving. and 4th and the scariest of the lot, that I have an exam tomorrow and I don’t even know the syllabus. Does it sound familiar or is it just me who wakes up with sweat on my forehead and then gets so relived to know that it was just a dream.

May be it has to do with my years in School and college where I used to be in a similar situation (never this bad but bad enough) quite often and then would manage to somehow get decent enough marks. May be it had to do with the fact that I am really talented and a true genius.

But during the exam days, when I really wanted to just play cricket the whole day long have left a scar on my psyche. So much so that now at times when I get depressed about getting old, the one thing that charges me up is the fact that I dont have to study anymore.

Strange but true how people find little joys out of nothing....

Hey!..
I guess that's right.Dreams,whether good or bad,do make up an integral part of our lives.I mean you need something to either keep you going or to scare you(in a good way) & make you do things you wouldn't do otherwise!

And about the studying.I think it's completely cool cz studying is NOT everyone's cup of tea.There are so many different things one can be good at.You rocked at cricket & there aren't many girls who excel in that.So you should be proud of yourself(which I guess you are!:P).Also,if I never said it before,we're ALL proud of you!!=)
take care..
keep posting!

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This avani character thinks he/she rocks. What the heck man!!

Keep posting JazzyRuch

lol!
I don't need to THINK I rock..I KNOW I do.
& if you didn't think so yourself,you wouldn't bother to comment about me!
& I thought you were smart enough to know my sex my now puchi!!..chalo koi baat nahi,I could be wrong!
Take care.

I have been this recurring nightmare. That one day I will wake up one day and find that all this is really happening.

Studying was cool for quite some time during my childhood but then a depressive thing happened after which I haven't recovered. It has dented my confidence severely. Though I do take up some studies every now and then, it is not the same me with regard to performance. Some are gifted though...like my wife who can achieve anything that she wants to when she puts her mind to it.

Studying was cool for quite some time during my childhood but then a depressive thing happened after which I haven't recovered. It has dented my confidence severely. Though I do take up some studies every now and then, it is not the same me with regard to performance. Some are gifted though...like my wife who can achieve anything that she wants to when she puts her mind to it.

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